Sunday, May 23, 2010
22 is my fav. number.
someone made it even more special but both of us disappointed each other on this special day.
none of us said anything, thinking that each other will forget this day, but actually, none of us did.
it's just that it wasn't how we wanted to spend the day like that.
i actually felt really shit.but i didn't say it out.
some asshole caused me to lose trust in people.
this is bad, because i know that i should have trust those that told me to put my hand on theirs and trust them.
why am i still doubting their trust.
if i don't believe, then the other party wouldn't believe in me too.
and isn't that really bad.
i told myself this morning, that i'm going to believe in you.
and i will put my life in your trust.
but i really like it when i wake up and i can still sense your presence, that was the best thing of the day that i could start off with. it gave me the energy to walk on with my fail life.
so stress, exams coming in 2 weeks, and i haven't even started studying.
texted people asking them what they got for eco, only one replied me with the actual marks, some just totally ignore, some just said don't ask. that's so stupid, i hate it when people don't tell me what they get. whats so secretive about their results, like as if u can do anything about it.
i failed so hard, 33% for someone who did A level eco and got like a C for it. felt so shameful of myself, almost crashed to the bottom of my academic life, but something helped me up- it was justin bieber, marlboro black, my supervise study star.
baby baby baby ooh
like baby baby baby noo
like baby baby baby ooh
thought u will always be mine
".. i was starstruck, that i don't need starbucks"
thats why i haven't been to starbucks for ages now? i want some frap hahaha
what we could have been, 10:31 AM.
